tiz song reminds me of him .HE came 2 my early chapters of my life .he's cute face,kissable lips n swit smile i cud hardly ever resist ..even gerls wud easily fall 4 him ..&im one of dem ..nt very fortunate though ,,my feelings 4 him r different den his ..i noe im may nt b tt gud looking or tt smart ;;but dun everr tink tt u r much2 better ..i frankly tink tt u nid 2 POLISH ur heart n turn over a new leaf ..dun luk down on ppl ..dun ever tink tt u may do well in ur life wif ur rotten&rusty heart of yours ..u may hav everyting but a gud,"angle" heart ..u jus nid tt heart n u will be "perfect" ..tiz heart of mine is still taking its time 2 heal after de 25.july.zero5 incident ..u can say anyting u wanna 2 me ..coz i dun care ..n tanks 2 u toos ;;im now more mature&better person ..but no matter wat,,i'll nt 4get u ..wanna noe y ? ..bcoz of tt harsh incident ..pray 4 ur best&well-being ,,i'll olways do


JANJIKU




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taday ,,@ 7pm lyke tt hav de stupid parents meeting ..i meant totally stupid ..u c ,,if our parents dun go ,,de sec 1 pupils MUST go or not ,,dey'll get a fair conduct ..wtf ! ..having a fair conduct means tt i'll hav no chance of getting de bursary ..i rili want it sia coz i've bin receiving it since pri1 .. lols ..so anw,,my mum is finally going ..gonna met my mum at de canteen @ bout 6.3o lyke tt ..den de stupid princilple&vice-principle gonna NAG/LECTURE bout de skul ... blah;blah;blah ..& i bet it's gonna b so FUCKING BORING ..it's jus a waste of time sia ; as wat my maths teacher olways say ;;" time is vey IMPORTANT !" & de worst ting is tt im GONNA MIS MY "BEAUTY&THE GEEK" !! ARH !!! .wat cud b more worst den tis on a fridae night ?.. sacrisfice ur favourite tv show on some stupid fucking stuff ! ..haiz ..

whess ~
had my art's ca1 exam 0n mondae ..u noe wat ..de teacher didn't infrom us bout it ..wtf! ..so anw,,it was kinda easy ..basicly jus draw mah ..some kind of stupid pirate or sth ..so ,,end up my drawing was lyke AIYO ! ..de telinga tk terjadi ..de nose was okae ..overall ,,ouhkaee larhs ..but still ,,did nt manage 2 finish de designs on some kind of scarf de pirate was wearing ..khairi sat beside me&his masterpiece was truely a masterpiece man! ..it was jus perfect ..i bet he will get A1 4 art ..& ill get mayb A2 ..ouh wateverr ! ..

finally ,,home-alone ..nyahahahas~ ..damn fucking happy but bored ..lols ..my parents&bro go nyayi's hse ..got some kind of stupid famil gathering ..jus sick of it larhs ..my maid go dun no where ..so in short ,,im alone !! nyahahahas~



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i tink im BORED olreadi ..LOLs

FAIZAAAAAAA ;;;;;;U ROCK BIG TIME LARHS SISTA ! ..IF ONLY WE R IN DE SAME SKUL SIA ..DEN U WILL NOE ..aannw,,,,,mis all de damaians sia ..even amielia&farah ..actually,,i mis dem saboing me ..lols








p.s ;; all damaians rock big time toos ..esp my gerlfrens ..lols ..prefer dem 2 my some of my new frens ..seriously! ..i min some if dem 2 sensitive larhs ..but nt my damaians frens ..nyaahahahaaaa!:)

yesterdae was FUCKING;SUPER;BLODDY FUN!((: nyahahaa~ had my dragon boat @ kalang river ..but de fun came wen it started 2 RAIN!!((: ..i meant heavy rain ..wif thunders n lightning ..nyahahaha:))~ u c ..wen we all first arrived,,it was mendung ..den wen we were rowing bout 10 minutes later ,,it stared 2 rain heavily ..it was bloddy,,bloddy,,bloddy,,bloddy FUN! ..seriously ..but den wen it started 2 rain very,very de heavy,,we had 2 go back 2 shore larhs ..of course larhs ,nanti kena lightning ..mati kan ?! LOLS ..so reached sch,,every1 was totally wet! ..so wateverr it is .. i was de only 1 in de bus hu was wet wen going home ! ..LOLs ..

wheess~
yesterdae,,had our cca bazzar tingy ..it was ok larhs ..quite tiring wif de walking ..so anw ,saw ex-damaians:) .hugged dem ..heeehees ..if im nt mistaken dey r from mpcc i tink .. ouh wateverr ..so anw,,band is my first choice followed by volleyball n choir ..i hope i get in2 band coz i so wanna plae de drums ..lols .

haiz ..nt bin updating my blog bout a wik ..too busy ar after being a pasirian ..my life totally chg ..lyke i hav a little time 2 rest ..i min i will usually be back @ home bout 6pm n i nid 2 wake up de next morning by 5.30am ..haiz ..pity me huh ..but anw,,sec sch is fun ..i've now got loadz of frens ..u noe me rite ? ..im veri de friendly ..i luv makin' frens mah ,,so anw,,next tuesdaes i'll be going 4 my DRAGON BOAT thingy ..mus b fun wan ..so damn excited(: ..but wateverr it is
I MIZ MY PRIMARY SCHOoL FRENS LARHS ;;SO DE BYK2 x))

whess~
yeaterdae was hari rayer haji ..hees .. great fun sia !! so,,anw,, ate a lot !! hahaas ..esp @ nyayi's hse ..LOLs ..got some "angpows " from reletives ,,heehees ..(: in all i got $39+ ..LOLs ..hari rayer haji mah ..not much lorhs ..my maid n some of aunts&uncle went 2 de mosque 2 get de goay's meat ..wateverrr !! .