
daddy dance
yesterday ,
while my family and i were waiting for our number to be called out at arnorlds
( ah yes , they have queue numbers for their hungry customers . weird , i knowww . tmai* )
dad said ,
" yknw , alifah nowadays you are very much moreeee happier than everr "
i was making stupid faces , checking my hair , my baju and stuffs
. basicly , i was vain-ing at that time of event .
apparently , he thought that after what had happened these past few weeks
after what he did to me ,
for my 'own good / future's sake' ,
had make me happier that ever .
oh wait , hold on there dad .
lemme make this straight .
i ain't happy bcoz of what u did to me , for my 'sake' and stuffs ,
to tell ya truth .
in fact , im still very much disappointed in what you and mum had did to me .
terminating my line ,
all the craps u accused me of .
all the stuffs u did ,
all the shits u told ppl about me .
all the lies u guys toldd .
i know im , being your only daughter , you dont wanna me to get into
Z/M thingy ..
oh puh-leaseeeee .
i know how to jaga diri .
i know my limits .
even beci trusts me .
yeah , im now moree happier than ever ,
but it isnt because of all the 'oh-so-good' stuffs you guys did .
its simply because
- me and hshm are getting closer than ever .
our relationship is ever so stronggg , no doubt .
we are just there for each other , through thick and thin .
we are very much prepared of whatever shits gna happen in our near future .
hell yeahhh , our love have perhaps grown , from strength to strength as each minute ticks by .
frankly , i thought that we are going to be over , on that very particular unfortunate day .
but hell no .
i thought that all laughter and cheerful moments we both had , are going to have its end .
but hell no .
look dad/mum ,
our 6monthsary was just 3 days ago .
and lemme assure you guys ,
we are freakingly gna last ,
trust us .
give us 9 years ,
just wait and seee ,
(france , here we comeeeeeee ! )
- i have very much realised my very true friends .
to faizah , thanks babe . my oh-so-darlingg best friend of 3 freaking years , you had just make my life much more worse .
thanks yaw .
much appreciated .
to MAKASA ,
GOD , i love you guys like freakingg hell .
S E R I O U S L Y .
marr , azrin , lisha , alifah , syasya and aliah !
:D
to beci ,
thanks for everythinggg babe .
you are like the awesome-estestest , bestestestest , sexiestestest , domestic helper anyone could haveeeeee !
heh ,
and esp for ur extra simcardddd and stuffs ~
you're my bestestestestest friend in this house tau ,
ilyssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssm ~
so yeahhh ,
now dad/mum
its not that i dont love you guys ,
its just that ,
sometimes , you guys gotta be rational .
for me
dont take this kindda stuffs seriously .
u guys just gta trust me moreeeeeee
thats all .
simple .
* tmai = tell me about it .
( credits to azrin ~ )
hah ,