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lets lay on the sand together dear,

& fall into deep nirvana

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

OH GOSHHH !
I WANT FRIDAY TO COME BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADLY !
HURRY HURRY FRIDAYYYY ! I NEED YOU BADLY ! :O







im missing az so so so muchhhhhh !
and ALIAH! too , and MARRRR~ and LISHAHAHAHA , and syaaaaaaaa .
);



okay , this following is my v v v stupid convo with my bro .
-.-

*me reached home from band/meeting bby *

ALIF : kak ! kak ! abah bought us lamb chop ! there are some left ESPECIALLY FOR YOU *bursting into my room*

ME : ohohoh ! really wow ! okayy ~ yay
* lamb chop w/ black pepper sauce toying in my mindd*

so aft i had my bath and stuffs ,
i went down to my kitchen ,

*me looks ard*

ME : ALIF ! where is it ?

*he came down& pointed towards this frying pan & lifted its lid *

and HERE WAS WHATTT I SAW !




ME : alifffffffffffff , wthhh .

ALIF : whattttttttt , dont blame me ! hehe ,
*smirks*


oh yesyes , that small lil' piece of meat was apparently my very own piece of scrumptious lamb chop .
yay me ~


i love my bro (Y)
tskk ,



4 more dayssssssssssssssssssss ~
:DDDD


when im with you , i'll make every second count ,
Monday, December 29, 2008




UnHoMiE says:
erm

UnHoMiE says:
just wondering

UnHoMiE says:
did you have fun just now ?

in a faraway land , with severus snape and sheep . says:
hell yeahhhhh ~

in a faraway land , with severus snape and sheep . says:
did you have funn too ?

UnHoMiE says:
duh ~

heh
6 moreee days ~
*biggggggggggggggggggg smileee *

ilysssm <3





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Still I'm lying here tonight ,
Saturday, December 27, 2008



happy 46th bday abah !
loveya ~


well , this is gna be the last saturday of 2oo8 .
hohoho ,

its really been a indeed challenging year for me :D
i went through a hell lot .
yay me ,
*claps*


im boreddddd ,
i cant wait for sch to startttttttttt ,
i've been singing along to faber dirive's & we the kings songs
while drinking milk ~
(doesnt make any sense , i knoww . lol )


& oh oh , im going a daughter-mother bonding shopping later onn , aft attending to kak fiza's engagement thingy .
@ takashimayah & robinsons .
org dapat bonus , aper lagi , shopping uhh .
heh ,
i need new shoes , B A D L Y .
and flip-flops
and tops (!!!)
and camera
and a phoneeeee
and a laptop
and braces -.-


wHat's uP '08! says:
aper seyy patut ar dier tk call aku braper hari ni..merajuk da kan kwn aku!

in a faraway land , with severus snape and sheep . says:
siaperr nyerr ?

wHat's uP '08! says:
org sebelah aku

in a faraway land , with severus snape and sheep . says:
huh

wHat's uP '08! says:
wuahaha

wHat's uP '08! says:
org kat sebelah aku tanyer

in a faraway land , with severus snape and sheep . says:
ohh hhaha okay

in a faraway land , with severus snape and sheep . says:
*blurblur*

wHat's uP '08! says:
hahaha..


i . still . dont . get . it .


8 more days to 7th mth (!!!!!!!)
^^


nyayi is adorableeee !
Thursday, December 25, 2008




dahlia's bday bash/party was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee , no doubt .
& oh , i kindda like komala's restaurant :DD
i told my mum about it ,
and my mum gave me that O.o look , considering that fact that im rather fussy when it comes into dinning at restaurant .
hahah .
shes cute , (sometimes)
heh ,


oh oh me and bie , or rather him
made a plan that aft we got married ,
we are gna campp for a few days ,
beforeee we gooo traveling or maybe couch-surfingg all ard the worldd for at least 2mths .
yay us , of course .
we sooooooooo have to go Amsterdam or sth ,
ohoh , not forgetting amazingg race .
*bigbig smileeee*

nyayi commented that i suit to be a stewardess or a nurseee /
say whatttttt ?
me want be architecttt .
not nurse/stewardess .

which reminds of a conversation she had with my mum ,& abg jojo , few weeks ago
mum : kesian cik rashid , dah mcm nyawa ikan
abgjojo : tu uh , dah kene pakai oxygen maskk
nyayi :: a'ah , mcm org yg gi bulannn .,
heh ,
lol ,
i love herrrr .




10 more days to 7th month ( !!!!! )
^^


we will never fall again , i swear .
Friday, December 19, 2008


bus 228 , omg-thats-my-bro , ferrero rocher , a giraffe pencil , you-dont-actually-hafta-press-the-bell , necklace (!!!!!!!!) , library , french(s) , maths , girls books , french(s) , architecture books , guy's books , maths (again) , oh-lets-just-give-up-on-maths-coz-we-have-no-mood , french(s), plus-sized girls/models , burger kingg , 'noisy' baby , oh-syg-be-prepared-we-are-gna-have-45-of-those ( D:) , wait for bus 66 , french(s) , buss 66 , french(s) , bad feeling (but dont worry everything's fine) , french(s) , stupid bus damn fast , alighted , bid farewell , call-me-@ 8 laterr ,



i love him , so so so so really very the muchh sey (L)
and thanks bby , for everything .
hell yeah , we're gna lastt ~
<33


Wednesday, December 17, 2008

HUMANS CAN BE SERIOUSLY DISAPPOINTING .
trust me .





oh yeah ,
makcik aliah is back ,
like finaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaly .
gosh .
i missed her like jkeajhgfbkgkthdbjjxisdxuwxxbuyx .
& fyi , she bought us kuih bahulu . ( hohoho )
heh
i think my pet bird would surely love it , no doubt .



i cant wait for tmr <3
(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
heh


si wak mardan nyer cucu-cicit tu lahh ,
Monday, December 15, 2008













my pak long is the best pak long anyone could have uhhhh !
heheh ,


i hate the fact that money is important ( wenyi )
Saturday, December 13, 2008

*ka chings !*
in all , i spent 85 bucks just on kappa school shoes & rusty school bag .
i may still need a new pencilcase .
and my stationeries are gna cost a bundle .
yeahh ,

oh wells .
whateverr .


i wanna finish my malay o's FAST
im missing aliah's hugs D;
beci just ask me to siang beansprouts .
pak mardan's family are gna makan later together-gether @ sakura clementi
pak long's treat , since its his bday .
IM MISSING HSHM BADLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY *sobs*
i cant wait to watch SWING GIRLS , @ okto tmr , 1opm
its a japanese romantic comedy drama .
wakkaka .
az , watch it too ! (inside joke)
i dont feel like going to band anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee , S E R I O U S L Y .
jack's lament- all american rejects , is kindda scary .
idky
lol


ah yes , im feeling all random .
huahuahua .
tskkk
and boredd too .
hah .



we are one day shorter to our 9 yrs yaw ;D
<3


& there's a world out there waiting for you and i.
Friday, December 12, 2008





i need a hair cut , thats for sure .
just the fringe maybe .

and i cant wait for tomorrow yaw !
sakura clementi here pak mardan's family (we) come !
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


psssssssssssssst , when is that MAKCIK ALIAH comingg back from melaka ?
i miss herrrrr , badlyyy 0:
i hope she wont get us any more of her minyak gamat this time .
heh ,
i wont minddd some durian chocolates from malaysia yaw .

eh , sekali , she brought back for us kain lepas from melaka eheheh .
maner lah tahu ,
ahahha , lol .


maybe some jamu for her darlinggg maggie or cheeckbones .
hmm , good idea for you aliah .
i hope you're readingg this .
hahah .







bby , im missing you badlyyyyy D;


So I tell myself ,
Wednesday, December 10, 2008







ohohohohohohoh ,
i swearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ,
i LOVE yesterday yaw .
esp ,
ALIFAHISHAM ~
<3333

* BIG BIG BIG SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE *



hahaha ,
lol

;D


HAPPINESS IS CONTAGIOUS & CAN BE SPREAD- study ( yahoo )
Sunday, December 07, 2008

daddy dance


yesterday ,
while my family and i were waiting for our number to be called out at arnorlds
( ah yes , they have queue numbers for their hungry customers . weird , i knowww . tmai* )


dad said ,
" yknw , alifah nowadays you are very much moreeee happier than everr "
i was making stupid faces , checking my hair , my baju and stuffs
. basicly , i was vain-ing at that time of event .

apparently , he thought that after what had happened these past few weeks
after what he did to me ,
for my 'own good / future's sake' ,
had make me happier that ever .

oh wait , hold on there dad .
lemme make this straight .
i ain't happy bcoz of what u did to me , for my 'sake' and stuffs ,
to tell ya truth .
in fact , im still very much disappointed in what you and mum had did to me .
terminating my line ,
all the craps u accused me of .
all the stuffs u did ,
all the shits u told ppl about me .
all the lies u guys toldd .

i know im , being your only daughter , you dont wanna me to get into Z/M thingy ..
oh puh-leaseeeee .

i know how to jaga diri .
i know my limits .
even beci trusts me .

yeah , im now moree happier than ever ,
but it isnt because of all the 'oh-so-good' stuffs you guys did .
its simply because

- me and hshm are getting closer than ever .
our relationship is ever so stronggg , no doubt .
we are just there for each other , through thick and thin .
we are very much prepared of whatever shits gna happen in our near future .
hell yeahhh , our love have perhaps grown , from strength to strength as each minute ticks by .

frankly , i thought that we are going to be over , on that very particular unfortunate day .
but hell no .
i thought that all laughter and cheerful moments we both had , are going to have its end .
but hell no .
look dad/mum ,
our 6monthsary was just 3 days ago .
and lemme assure you guys ,
we are freakingly gna last ,
trust us .
give us 9 years ,
just wait and seee ,
(france , here we comeeeeeee ! )



- i have very much realised my very true friends .
to faizah , thanks babe . my oh-so-darlingg best friend of 3 freaking years , you had just make my life much more worse .
thanks yaw .
much appreciated .

to MAKASA ,
GOD , i love you guys like freakingg hell .
S E R I O U S L Y .
marr , azrin , lisha , alifah , syasya and aliah !
:D

to beci ,
thanks for everythinggg babe .
you are like the awesome-estestest , bestestestest , sexiestestest , domestic helper anyone could haveeeeee !
heh ,
and esp for ur extra simcardddd and stuffs ~
you're my bestestestestest friend in this house tau ,
ilyssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssm ~




so yeahhh ,
now dad/mum
its not that i dont love you guys ,
its just that ,
sometimes , you guys gotta be rational .
for me
dont take this kindda stuffs seriously .
u guys just gta trust me moreeeeeee
thats all .
simple .










* tmai = tell me about it .
( credits to azrin ~ )
hah ,


Superhuman heart beats in me
Thursday, December 04, 2008

<3
yay us ,
happyyyyyyy 6monthsary .
dont worry syg ,
now , we are just left with another 9 years and 6ths moreee
it will be a breeze hopefully .
;D





oh mum , can you just allow me to go next tuesday ?
pretty pretty pleaseeee ~


6 MONTHSARY !
Wednesday, December 03, 2008

3 HOURS AND 45 MINS MOREEEEEEEE
(!!!!!!!!!!)
and still countinggg ,



oh baby , i love you so so much .
<3


AH , LIKE FINALLY !





i was sleepy sey , seriously . it was ard 11pm-mindnight when i took this . heh









uh , yeahhh , my hair was really unglam . *gasp *

aint it suppose to be crispy waffle biscuit ? LOL




aww , c'mon i was just boreddddddd yknw .

...



:D


ALIFAH
17, loving life.



MERCI

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