well ,
yayi's condition has been getting rather bad .
& it really really hurts me to see him suffer .
to see him wailing for help ,
to see him leaving us .
im just feeling all useless
veryy useless .
i cant do anything but pray to ALLAH
that he will leave painlessly
thats all im asking for .
forgive all his mistakes .

oh wells ,

so yeahh ,
shammy went off to get somethinggg .
heh .
so right now
its just
me and my keyboard .
yesterday ,
chem competition was FUNFUN
didnt win , but heck ,
the prize is just some 1oo bucks voucher jerrr for each student .
-.-
mr abdillah was being kinda lame all the way .
"fuzzy wazzy hates wheels , but doesnt like bicycle"

hah !


4 moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee days (!)

rides
definations(from dictionary.com) :

a journey or excursion on a horse, camel, etc., or on or in a vehicle . A means of or arrangement for transportation by motor vehicle: the vehicle used for transportation: I've got to hang up now—my ride's here . A vehicle or device, as a Ferris wheel, roller coaster, or merry-go-round , on which people ride for amusement . a way, road , etc., made esp. for riding.


well ,
NOW , *drums rolls*

definations by YOURS TRULY ^^

*clears throats*
*giggles*

mine's more precise btw ~

BUS RIDES (!)
bumpy . ulcers . "lets have that house" . listen-to-me-first-can . anjing . omg that dress .
AREWE GONNAGETLOSTSYG ): . hisham . frenchfrenchfrench .
lets talk . patricia . 81 . hott . SQUEEZE MEEE REAL HARDD . i want you all my life .
gorgeous . eh, my carrrr ~ . airplane dream . alifah . movingon . hair . oh cinta .



lapan hari lagiiiiii !!
<3
heh,
loveyoushammy

well , us at our 'worst'
lol


anywayyyyyyyy ,
for this whole week , im really gna be kinda busy .
meeting people here , meeting people there .
(eh wah ~)
investiture is just next month D:
vivala next year most prolly is confirmed to be held at esplanade (!!)

& yesterday i helped nyayi goreng pisang ^^
and nyayi said "eh wah , pandai goreng pisang . confirm nanti matair sayang alifah sangat "
heh ,
oh of course !
but the truth is ,
well , i did do the frying and stuffs ,
but senyap2 , i fried A LOT of kerak2 .
heh ,
seriously .


OH OH ,
sebelas hari lagi ~
<3
sayang hisham banyakkkkkkkkkk sekali !
^^

What in the world is sour creammm ?
haiiyo ,
i cant find it , not evn in sheng shiong or ntuc .
the only one ingrediant left that i need to make my blueberry crumb cake .
):

oh well ,

im watching martha .
hah .



17 hari lagi <3

i gave up searching high & lows for the suitable receipe .
cerewet nak katakan .
but oh well ,
jiayou .
i think most prolly im gna make blueberry crumbcake .
or some cupcakes .
or heart throbs with marshmallow fillings .

and yeah ima gna start a business babeh .




official music video of you belong with me
kinda merepekk actually .
the guy looks like rifdi .
almond-like eyes
disgusting .
(shhh ! dont tell dian ^^ )
hahah ,
imevil!
but oh wells
its cuteee .

oh oh ,
i'm gna start baking tomorrow (!)
so im off to carrefour later on in the afternoon to buy the ingrediants ,
like blueberries , pecans , brown sugar etc .
and my mum's gonna buy me a new oven and the purple mixer at plaza singg
*big big smileeee*


cant wait for this tues ,
esp shopping with makcik aliah & az , maybe sya
( psssst , aliah has been mentioning a LOT about syafiie tau )
really ~
hah !


ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu , 18 more days ~

ah yes yes yes ,
i know i should be studying right now .
plus considering the fact that tomorrow is PYSICS paper
(jengjengjenggg D: )
but im waiting for aliah !
" aliahhhhhhhhhhhhh , dimanakah dikau ?"
we are supposed to study on the phone together yknw .
hah !
if thats for real .
oh well , she is definitely still sleeping , i reckon .


but anyway ,
^^









"hqm said hi to me last friday "

my comp is currently dingdonggg ,
yet again . hah ! yay me

anyways ,
im having pms now ):
really bad ones .
that is , cockeyed moodswings .
kesian bby .

and oh oh ,
i maybe going to london/new zealand end of this year , for a holiday .
no confirms but yeahhh ,
itu pun kalau my malay Os' results are fabulous .
hah
tak mungkin terjadi .
oh well .