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lets lay on the sand together dear,

& fall into deep nirvana

Friday, May 30, 2008

faizah said that she bought for me sth from america .
i wonder what it might be .
no chocolate pls , i have had enough of that .
hehehhehe .
:DDDDDDDDDD



OH.MY.GODDDDDD !
faizahBIE is back !
omgomgomgomgomgomg !
i miss her like fcuk sey .
i woke up , and quickly switched on my phone , expecting * msg .
butbut , i received faizah's msg sayingg , IM BACKK !
omg !
i cried at that very moment .
i got up , quickly beep her .
and omg ,
as soon as i hrd her voice we both cried
and cried
and cried
and cried
and cried
ahahha ,
and then she was like , oh lets stop crying . i miss u sey .
but i just cant .
LOL
then she reassured me that shes is doingg just fine and thats no need for me to like cry anymore .
so yeah ,
now , im waitinggg for her call .
btw , she just step into the hse wen i beep-ed her .
haha , so yeah , shes really tiredd .
aww, i love her for infinity and beyonddddddddddddddddddddddd
:DDDD


Wednesday, May 28, 2008

i feel so bastard .
i need faizah badly , desperately .
i need her NOW !
im crying .
when are you comingg home , bie ?
i need to hear your voice .
please .
:'(


Tuesday, May 27, 2008

today is err , okey i guess
nevertheless , it is definitely one of my worst bad hair day .
-,-"
i tot i will be late for band or sth ,
and i TOTALLY forget about one-of-those-things-girls-cant-live-without which are obviously
HAIRCLIPS !
uhhuh .
a BIGGG oh-no indeed !
so as u may guessed , my hair was like flying all over the place despite me tying up my hair .
andand the worst thing was that
i lookedd like some idk-how-to-describe kinnda person .
that's right
ohohoh , & i just realised about the hairclips tingy wen i was on the lift , going off .
heck , i tot the shop under my flat may sell uh .
so i dont bothered to go back to my hse .
butbutbutbut
wen i askkkkkkkkkk , the auntie was like NO
urgh ,
cant u just sell all those things ?
not only will you make MORE money , as you know , we girls always tend to lose hairclips now and then ,
BUT , IT WILL BE SUCH A PLEASURE FOR ME AND OTHER PATHETIC GIRLS OUT THERE WHO ARE ALWAYS FORGETTING AND CARELESS .
hmpf .

after band was WOW .
went back wif atqh & athira ,
we really crap , big time
and oh , atqh ,
just follow ur heart , girl .
trust me .
i've done that b4 , and im having the best time in my life .
yeahh , kindda .
but heck , u will never go wrong with ur hati u know .
so yeah , follow ur hearrrrrrrrrrrrt :D
and after we send atqh off to the mrt ,
me and athira were like bimbos (?)
ahhaha , lol
not exactly .
but we had fun together .


Monday, May 26, 2008

cheycheycheycheycheycheeeeeeeeeey , bdk tu first deputy head prefect sey .
hmpf , menyampah .
ahhahah , jkjkjk .
congrats dude ,
i know you will do great lah .
and yes , you're welcome .
:D

so yeah ,
ziyad is chosen for Victorian first deputy head prefect .
cool huh
aiyah , he deserve it .
like seriously .
GOD , am i proud of my dear fren or wat ?
but hey , i look up to him sey .
i mean , look .
hes in one of the best class ,
hes in scouts , if im not mistaken , hes in the higher rank .
hes verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry alim . SERIOUSLY .
NOW , hes the first deputy head prefect .
W-O-W .
heck , i dunno how he manage his time sey .
can still do extremely well in exams .
me ?
ah .
shit lah my exams .
dont bother talk about it .
it just fcuking shitty ,

watever it is ,
CONGRATS ZIYAD BIN AHMAD BAGHARIB .
you just deserve it !
:D


Sunday, May 25, 2008

oh no , its is finally todaaaaaaaaay !
ahhahahhahahaahahahahha .
i've been counting the bloody long hrs since idk when just for today .
heck lah , i wont reveal wat it is exactly .
its for me to know , and for you to find out .
LOL
-,-







I NEED YOU , BABE .
REALLY .
DESPERATELY .
faizahdarlinggbffl , balik eh .
at least reply my texts uh .
im worry sick .


Saturday, May 24, 2008

im loyal ,
allegiant ,
staunch ,
liege ,
steadfast .

oh yes i am & i will , forever .
so its damn conspicuous that i still have , well , "feelings" for TOPSHOPMODEL .
despite wat i was told yesterday by atqh .
not about TSM lah .
sth else .
shhh .








The sun'll come out, tomorrow,
Bet your bottom dollar, that tomorrow,
Therell be sun,

Just thinkin about, tomorrow,
Clears away the cobwebs and the sorrow, till theres none,

When Im stuck with a day, thats grey and lonely,
I just stick out my chin, and grin, and say,

Oh, the sunll come out tomorrow,
So you gotta hang on till tomorrow,
Come what may.

Tomorrow tomorrow, I love you tomorrow,
Youre only a day away,

The sunll come out, tomorrow,
Bet your bottom dollar, that tomorrow,
Therell be sun,

Just thinkin about, tomorrow,
Clears away the cobwebs and the sorrow, till theres none,

When Im stuck with a day, thats grey and lonely,
I just stick out my chin, and grin, and say,

Oh, the sunll come out tomorrow,
So you gotta hang on till tomorrow,
Come what may.

Tomorrow tomorrow, I love you tomorrow,
Youre always a day away,

Tomorrow tomorrow, I love you tomorrow,
Youre only a day away,

The sunll come out, tomorrow,
Bet your bottom dollar, that tomorrow,
Therell be sun,

Just thinkin about, tomorrow,
Clears away the cobwebs and the sorrow, till theres none,

When Im stuck with a day, thats grey and lonely,
I just stick out my chin, and grin, and say,

Oh, the sunll come out tomorrow,
So you gotta hang on till tomorrow,
Come what may.

Tomorrow tomorrow, I love you tomorrow,
Youre always a day away,

Tomorrow tomorrow, I love you tomorrow,
Youre only a day away, (x10)


ITS TOMORROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW !
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah !
37 hrs 9 mins moreeeeeeeeeeeeee~
i . just . cant . wait . any . longer .

*springing off the ground fervently *

:DDDDDDDDDD


Thursday, May 22, 2008

oh well ,
that bloody david cook won !
fcuk .
and u know y he won ?
coz he dunno how to cook so he tried singing and he won . if he were not to join , obviously david A will win andand plus , DAVID COOK IS A POSEUR !
ahh , stupid . lame . so wtv -,-"
im soooooooooooooooooo fcuking indignant & "distraught"that he won , and so i came up wit that .
ahahh right .
ohohohohohohohohohohoh , i miss sanjaya !
):

ohhhohhhohohohoohohohohoho , im sooooooo right !
thnks nadds !

73hrs and 3o mins moreeeeeee ~
[to DOOMSDAY]


Wednesday, May 21, 2008

inarguably , david archuleta will sure win .
ahhha , serious .
no doubt .
obviously .
trust me , he will
wooohooo
:DDDD



1o4hrs 48mins more to be exact .
masih lamer dah
oh , dont bother asking me wat the heck it means .
only some will know .
hehehe .

faizahdarlinggbffl is prolly in the airplane NOW on the way to Los Angeles .
mind you , shes taking the A38o airbus .
cool huh .
andandand her family got the tickets for free .
aaaaaaaaaaaah !
inequitable much ?
uh , totally .
but hey , im sincerely happy and thankful for her .
i aint jealous , seriously
well , mayb a teeny , weeny bit lah . lol
but heck , I MISS HER LIKE jkhdfewypoouytytrsrhjjghdgsfuashgdfxyuwqnzdgf !
anw , i hope she will have a ball of time .
and i made her promise to fill me in every single things she did there wen she comes back.
hahahha .
best .
and she made a joke out of it , saying "oh i will ! i will definitely bring a notebk and rmbr to jot down all the things i did and the timing too "
ahhh , ye lah tu .

i miss her sey ! ):
andand tsm too ( oh no ! help )


Monday, May 19, 2008

hes gone .
oh , bye then .
selamat pergi, selamat balik .
rightt ..
mind you , im not missing him , im not gonna miss him or whatsoever .
im just well , saying bye
thats all .
simple as that .

mard is finaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaly back .
oh thank god for that .
at least , theres a need no more for me to bear all the grunting of eric dril on
oh-pls-cant-mard-come-back-any-faster-i-got-to-see-her-direly-or-i-will-die-any-minute-now
like er HELLO ?
i miss her too alright .
like waaaaaaaaaaaay more than how much he does .
hahahaha .
hes stupid .
so yeah , she's back !
i hope , well , she bought for me sth .
bubblegum will do just as fine .
hehehe
jkjk

ohohohohohohohohoh ,
i manage to solve one side of the rubric cube babeh !
woohoo .
hey , i've been trying since like , er , when ? many months or so ?
hahahha
thats because , i do not have any .
so thus , i cant practice ya know
hah .
so anw ,
i did it !
yesterday !
during tuition !
using si hui's !
well , credits to her coz she taught me how to .
hehe
dad said he ever bought for me once ,
but heck i was just a kid
so , the cube , well , how shud i put it
destroyed .
hehe
the squares , or wateverr u call it , were all over the place , disintegrate .
trust me , u wouldn't wanna see the state of it .
tsk.


Tuesday, May 13, 2008

mardhiana just called me up just now
ANDANDAND
she told me the best thingg evr ..
what she told me makes me even more high after wat had happen yesterday .

" alifah , serious ! i saw zibby . "
" wif a sling bag "
" in bus 1o "
" he and his gang were being tumultuous "
" ANDANDAND , HE HAS A NICE VOICE . " ouuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaahh .
" but HEY , he is still short "



aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ! :DDDDDDDDD
highhighhighhighhigh ~



oh wait !
i just realised tomorrow is not a non-school day for me .
andandand
it means it will be a school day for me .
which means i cant wake up at 1o !
which means i will not be able to watch movies online
which means i cant be able to watch little robots at 1o.3o !

and also
THIS MEANS THAT I WILL BE GETTING MY BLOODY RESULTS TOMORROW !
fcuk .
fcuk .
fcuk .


Monday, May 12, 2008

Wentworth Miller


OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGGGGGGGGGGG !
hothothot baby !
this is , of course , WENTWORTH MILLER
try soaking into those hazel-blueish eyes babeh !
boleh cair i tell u .

ANDAND
today is MONDAY
which also means
PRISON BREAK 3 = WENTWORTHMILLERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !
aaaaaaaaaaah !

he is OBVIOUSLY waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
hotter than eric dill lah kan .
oh sungguh !


Sunday, May 11, 2008

GREAT SINGAPORE SALE IS STARING ON
23 MAY !

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH !

less than 2 weeks !
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH !

aku belom save duit lah sia !
im currently having ONLY 7 bucks !

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH !

i DESPERATELY need a JOB !
any job !
well , except for walking a dog lah deng .
and YES , ANY JOB WILL JUST DO FINE !
oh please !


Friday, May 09, 2008

Im having a bloody throbbing headache .

I
m running a fever of idk-how-many-degress .

I
m always dizzy .

I
always feel that i somehow gonna faint .

I
m getting too tired quiteoften nowadays .


and the worst thing is that IT IS BEEN HAPPENING FOR DAYS AS FAR AS I KNOW !
WOW !

my mum keep nagging to me to eat .
she kept saying that im not eating that well ;
that im always skipping meals
YEAH RIGHT !

i have gain 2 KILOGRAMS MOMMA !

Whenever i scale a staircase at school , i need aliah's help .
WHY ?
coz i get DIZZY !
my vision BLURS !
im gonna FALL without aliah's grip on me !

Whenever i stand from a chair or watever , i need aliah's help .
why ?
coz i just cant stand straight or even balance myself for a few minutes when i stand up!

my menses too have been WTH .
best !

my momma wanna take me to hospital AGAIN .
oh nonononononono !
i will be just as fine .
well , lets just hope .


Thursday, May 08, 2008



WHATEVER IT TAKES
lifehouse !



A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes


cc'mon lah people !
bear it with me .
im so freaking addicted to this !
aaaaaaaaaah !
andand the singer is just oh so hot lah kan !
bestbest sungguh !



pssssssssst !
i think aliah suits in a tutu !


Wednesday, May 07, 2008

this is my
OFFICIAL 2o2th POST
yaw !

whoa



oh , anw ,
exams are finally oveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer !
well , except for art lah
which i bloody hell suck at it .
oh great .

i just realised that TOP SHOP is actually a REAL boutique
so thus , it makes ' topshopmodel ' really looks like one
wow
but i kindda disagree ,
especially when he doesn't have qualities of being one , obviously !
but , heck that label will kindda disguise him i guess
" with samsung , it is not that hard to imagine "
hah , righhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhht fawwaz ~
to those who dont get wat i mean , be it .
its for me to know and obviously for you to find out .

wtv it is , im gonna miss ' TOPSHOPMODEL ' .
tak yah go la okey ? stay put here .
please .
heck care lah if its a week or two , but just dont go .
im gonna be sooooooooooooooooooooo idk-what-state-i-will-be-in .
seriously
azrin has been telling me about the first move u 'made'
yeah , made it is . tanks anw .
but why ?
i wasnt even looking at you that time , in fact i was giving u that what-the-hell look .
oh pls , dont go .
& part of me strongly think u shud go , for ur own benefits .
yeah , maybe i shudn't be self-centered i guess


eheh , i saw VS informal and formal photos yaw !
naddiah said that zibby look like abg-abg mardhiana pula commented that zibby look like elvis presly
ahahahahaha !
best !
i tink the informal's better .
he looks natural
& also , i saw their prefect's photo .
even better !
muchmuchmuch better !
ahahahaha .
rightttttttttttttttttttt





grow up okey krg !
dont be a bunch of 8 year olds
ain't worthy .


ALIFAH
17, loving life.



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