you gotta get through this alright ! & you r not going it through alone , we are always be here for you ! ALWAYS ! FOR INFINITY AND BEYONDD ! I know how you feel coz i almost fell into that trap , AND i survived ! yes , i did ! this means you can too alright ! Right now , dont you worry about you missing lessons . We will cover that for you . ALL you gotta to do is to just fight that nefarious voice in your mind . I fought it before okey ! you can too , NO DOUBT ! We just want you to get well ASAP and go back to school . We miss the glow in your face ! We miss your smile & laughter back ! We miss your jokes ! We miss you updating to us about the local dramas . We miss crapping with you . We miss your moves and actions . We miss your everything . WE MISS YOU SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH , ONLY ALLAH KNOWS HOW .
Trust me , this will be the past & you will be back to normal , to the NURSYAZANAIKABINTEIDRIS that we know !
We have faith in you alright darling .
soo , FIGHT IT ! WE WILL BE YOUR ARMY ! WE WILL BE BEHIND YOU ! WE WILL ALWAYS BE PRAYING FOR YOU , NO DOUBT !
remember ,
WE . LOVE . YOU . SEHINGGA . TIDAK . TERKATA !

urgh , today is thurs .
3 more day till school holidays end
OKAY , BEST !
a week break with full of activities !
and 0% OF HOMEWORK COMPLETED .
hohohoho ,
Alifah , you're the best !

khahlishaDEARESTESTEST is now having her best time of life in KL .
leaving the rest of us practically bore to death .
trust me , doing homework is at the very bottom of my HOLIDAY TO-DO LIST .








awwwwwwwwwww, im sooooo melancholy that he was being eliminated .
now , nothing great to look forward to during AI .
y cant just they bring him back lah ?
but at least , DAVID ARCHULETA is still in .
hah , at least sth .

eh ,
jonasbrothers.com is still under construction lah .
oh , sheesh !

best !
bestlah sangat !
im so PEEVED
my mum is lecturing to me about wat kind of son-in-law she shud hav , wat kind of husband i shud hav stuffs like tat
like , HELLO ?!
IM JUST FOURTEEEEEEEN FOR GOODNESS' SAKE !
A VERYVERYVERYVERYVERY LONGGGGGGGG WAY TO GO , no doubt .
I STILL NEED MY SHREK 2 BANTALBUSUK WHENEVER I GO TO SLEEP , SO HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO B READY TO HAV A BOYF/HUSBAND or in fact , TO TALK ABOUT THIS HUSBAND TINGY ?
URGH .
mothers are such , idk-wat-to-say

and , this was all started after being asked too many questions by me about BAGHARIBS & BASALAMAHS . btw , these r arab families' names .
mine is basalamah .. well sort-of .
anw , kan Z is bagharib .
and my maid told me that my grandad's cuzzie married to a bagharib uh .
so thus , im kindda related to Z , some how ..
geddit ?
so anw ,
after being "interrogated" by me ,
she kept saying , "THIS MUST BE BOUT SOME BOY "
obviously , i was like NOOOOOOOO !
den she flashed me the oh-its-that-so kindda look .
and , out of the blue , after a huge pause ,
she went "ALIFAH DEAR , I HOPE MY SON-IN-LAW WILL BE AN ARAB . HAV A GOOD CAREER " yadayadayada .
i was like , IM JUST FOURTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN MY DARLING MOTHER !
sheesh
ewwwwww .
OH PLEASE LA EH




trust me , after all this ,
IM NOT GOING TO ASK HER ABOUT MY FAMILY TRAITS AT ALL !
I WILL BE BOTHERED TO AT ALL .

sqhgdebrkksjfghumeygngtmiq !

brrrrrrrrrr~
today is utterly ALGID .
brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ~

anw , had maths lesson just now at 12.30 .
met up wif aliah first at interchg
andand wanna know wat ?!
i brought with me the small bowls to show&visualize to aliah , how our congkak will be .
i carried it wif a paper bag la. from my hse to interchg , nth happened .
but as soon as aliah carried it at interchg , de paperbag TORE .
all de 16 bowls rolled off , all ard the place .
we were laughing our asses off ! idk y
me and aliah were suddenly kecoh
den we went into a shop to get some plastic bags to put those in .
hah .

den reached school .
we were the first ones .
maths lesson was kindda fun , especially sitting beside khalishah .
im staring to like mr lee 's lessons .
he okeyyy , i guess .
we were crapcrapcrap-ing all the way .
went off at ard 3.

oh ya , AZRINNNNNNNN !
hes a HEAD PREFECT LA ~
w-o-w !
ad go to haf's blog .
uploaded de pics .
OKEY !
;D

A HUGE GRATITUDE TO THOSE WHO WISHED THEIR BLESSINGS AND THOSE WHO GAVE ME CARD AND PRESENTS !
THANK . YOU . SO . SO . SO . SO . SO . MUCHHHHHHHHHHH !
i really appreciated it loads to the maxxxx okeeey !

ALIAH - tanks for the cute cup dearest , i love it la !
MARDHIANA - babe ,, I LOVE THE TEDDY BEAR LA SEYYYYY ! animal alley somemore ! tanks eh .
AZRIN - GOD , THATS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PHOTO FRAME I EVER GET ! tanks yaw !
KHALISHAH , SYAZANA & WANIE - awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, i love your cards okey . i touched me so much ! tanks !
RANDAL , MARJORIE & CARRIE - tanks for wishing me at the whiteboard !
ATHIRA , NADDIAH , IKA , DAHLIA , CINDY , WENYI , JOHAN , IZZA , MS HO , FAZRINA & LOADSLOADS MORE - tanks you so much for all of ur birthday wishes !

you guys rocks !
tanks you again !
:D